Tuesday, November 10, 2015

The Truth Is That I Should Never Drive Again


Of course I can drive. I’m a better driver than two squirrels working the pedals while a beaver is steering, or if you want to keep the comparisons human, I drive better than a ten year old (unless they grew up on a farm because you learn to drive early).

I have my license…so I’m legal to drive.

I haven’t killed anybody (or even hit anybody) with my vehicle (or otherwise…I’m a nice guy).

In all honesty…

I believe that I drive better than any stupid ass moron out there. The people that should have their driver’s licenses cut up and flushed down the toilet. The people that are reckless and actually do harm to people and/or property.



But…

I still scare myself sometimes, and truly believe that I should never drive again just to be safe.

It’s not a copout, or anything like that. The main reason is that I’m slow to react, and that can be deadly.

Seriously…

I can’t even use the remote control on the DVR to fast forward through commercials because I end up going way too far into the show, which can be considered normal, except I can take it to the extreme and go past the commercials, into the show, through the next set of commercials, into the show, and then have to try and close my eyes to not ruin the show I’m watching while rewinding it.

I’m slow to react…


I’ve had seizures while driving in the past, which I have shared with you, but I have gotten lost also.

Again…

Anyone who knows me, knows that I get lost in a paper bag. That’s normal because I have no sense of direction.

I’m talking about the other night when I was coming home. It was on a Sunday evening, and even though I was on a main road, there wasn’t a lot of traffic. I drove past the hospital and made a mental observation of an ambulance trying to turn the wrong way or something.

Then I remember being lost and confused because the road I was planning to turn on was miles behind me. I was down by the college.

I got my mind straight and drove home.

I could have been spacing off, but it felt pretty instantaneous to me…one minute I was by the hospital and then by college, like they were next door to each other.

That scares me.

I’m happy to report that my city doesn’t have red light cameras. I don’t know if I ran a red light or not…just saying.




So what does the National Multiple Sclerosis Society have to say about driving with MS?

A lot actually…here is a little piece of what they have to say…


Ways in which MS symptoms may affect your driving ability and safety

Research has shown that a person’s driving performance may be negatively affected by symptoms associated with MS. For example, recent studies show that both cognitive changes and spasticity (muscle stiffness or spasms) affect driving performance, putting the person at an increased risk for an automobile crash. In addition, difficulties with information processing and visual-spatial skills are associated with decreased driving performance. In other words, MS can impact many functions necessary for safe driving. Changes in MS over time may result in difficulty operating a car. Your ability to drive safely may be affected if you experience any of the following:
  • Difficulty getting into or out of a car
  • Muscle weakness or stiffness/spasms/cramps or pain, particularly in the arms or right foot
  • Loss of sensation in the feet or hands
  • Impaired coordination
  • Slowed reaction time
  • Fatigue
  • Seizures or loss of consciousness
  • Blurred vision, blind spots, double vision, loss of color vision
  • Cognitive problems such as short-term memory loss; disorientation while driving such as forgetting your destination, getting confused about where you are or missing exits; poor concentration; inability to multitask; and confusion about how to turn the car on or off
  • Mood changes: depression and/or problems controlling anger


Even if your MS symptoms seem to be mild and manageable, other indications that your driving safety may already be compromised include automobile accidents or near misses, moving violations, and the unwillingness of others to be a passenger while you are driving.


Tips on remaining safe while driving

Since the symptoms of MS often are not only relapsing or remitting, but also can fluctuate from day to day and during a single day, your ability to drive may also fluctuate. The following tips may be helpful:
  • Don’t drive when you are having a bad day
  • Keep your trips short if fatigue is an issue; avoid driving when you know your fatigue is severe
  • Avoid driving during periods of heavy traffic
  • Avoid driving in bad weather
  • Avoid distractions such as eating, arguing with passengers or using a cell phone. Talking on a cell phone or texting while driving have been shown to increase the risk of fatal accidents and are now illegal in many states.
  • Avoid driving when you have another illness (e.g., flu), because MS symptoms are often worse when your body is under increased stress


Link to read more about driving with MS…

I Haven’t Written For a Long Time, but I Don’t Have an Excuse

Did I get better?

Am I cured?

No…

Life has just been crazy (the good and the bad), and it seems like I always put my own personal stuff on the proverbial back burner.

I still have good days, okay days, bad days, and days that don’t fit into any category because my whole day isn’t effected.

Actually…

Good and bad is irrelevant, because life must move forward. I can’t (I guess that I could) just let the darkness of this disease overtake me because I have things to do and bills to pay.

The future is uncertain, so why not make the best of today…of what you have…because I guarantee you that billions of people have it worse than you in some aspects of their lives.


Life is an adventure, and with MS it really is.